If only you knew
I lied to you. When I said that I had 4 boyfriends before you and they all made me feel special and loved, it was all a lie. I just couldn’t find the courage to tell you that you were my first boyfriend. The first boy to tell me that he liked me. The first boy to kiss me. The first boy who taught me how to fall in love. And the first boy to break my heart. I was too embarrassed to tell you that it took 20 years for me to find my first love, and now that you’re gone, I’m left wondering what would’ve happened if I had just told you everything…
